I think someone has slipped me a lazy pill about six months ago that has yet to wear off. It is seriously sad the lack of energy I have. Well not really the lack of energy I have but the lack of desire to do things. I wake up in the morning not really tired and all i wanta do is either go back to sleep or go lay on the couch. I don't use an alarm I just always wake up at 730 but I haven't made it out of bed before 8 in about 2 months! What is wrong with me! For once in my life I have very few stressers and the ones I do have are manageable. I am actually very happy with where I am right now. Things between Chris and I have never been better, work is good, my finances are in good shape, I have a trip to visit Tessa next month Vegas after that plus tons of fun camping trips that are coming up. I have so much to look forward to and be happy about. Don't get me wrong I am not depressed I am happy! I am just LAZY! All I want to do is sit on my couch and eat chips and drink soda? I have never had great eating habits but they have never been this bad. I am in desperate need of an intervention. I have been eating so much fast food its sick.
Chris is going to start getting in shape for climbing season and i am just going to make myself join him. I will never rock climb I am just to afraid of it my hands feel like they are losing there grip as I type this. But I can go and hike with him and take my camera and see if I can get some cool shots. I like to blame my laziness on the weather but it is only partially to blame I actually am happy on my day off when its raining because then i don't feel bad about not wanting to do anything. I hope this changes soon. I want to be an active person that gets stuff done. I thought that by putting people running on my vb it would make me want to run but so far nope. I need to find a new strategy.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
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dude. i have felt like that my entire life!
it will be beautiful outside, yet i prefer to stay inside and nap.
i'm sure your thing is just temporary though :) the camping trips sound fun. i haven't been real camping in years.
i've been indoor rock climbing a couple times and it is actually really fun. i'd be scared to do it outdoors though...
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