Wow Its been a long time.

Well I haven't blogged in a long time for a number of reasons. 1 Norton was blocking me from logging into anything but myspace. 2. I am lazy and forgot to. But lets get caught up. This summer has been really really good (for the most part). Steph came to visit at the end of may and we had a blast. In july I went to Viva Las Vegas and met katie, tessa and katies friend Kristen and we has so much fun and laughed so hard it was great. And i had one of the best birthdays i have had in years. I went to a horse show with vegas and he was fantastic. We placed in every class but besides that he had such great manors. Chris went with me and we was a good horse show boyfriend. He got me a digital photo frame which i still haven't used yet.

I started giving Tessa's sister lessons on monday its exciting to see someone excited about learning to ride. School sports are great for kids and everything but there is just nothing like horses. My mom and I are starting a new adventure of running. We are doing what they call a Ride & Tie. Its ten mile 2 person 1 horse team. Basically, you spend half the time on horse back half the time running and you alternate with your partner. I am really excited I think I need to do more things outside and I bought a book about running a marathon. I would really like to try and do that. We will see though.

Haven't been staying in my apartment at all lately. I hate it there! After nine months Alysse is finally trying and I feel like to little to late. Like all of a sudden after all the shit that has been broken in my house the gross smells the stain on my new chair I am suppose to get excited. It only helps to that Derek lives next door and he is in my house before I am even there after work. PISSES ME THE FUCK OFF! I just want to go away for like 2 weeks be by myself and think or not think about anything. I just feel like I give a lot and don't get much in return in almost all aspects in my life. I hate it.

I do have a lot of great things in my life and am grateful for them i am just going through a transition faze. Just keep swimming!